A New Voice in My Head

You know what... I can do this. I can be a survivor. I can choose to live. I can dance whichever way I want. I don't have to crumble apart every time there's a rush of cortisol, I don't have to tear apart my foundations every time I have to change. I can do anything I want I put my mind to irregardless of externals. I have the resources. I have the confidence, the drive, the understanding. I can see negatives, positives, areas to improve. And most importantly, I'm living the way I want with truth and honesty. Fuck you all, I'm going to continue to dance and live life the way that I want to - eternally trying to change, shift and improve myself to be better than the me before. I can't do it all, but what matters more is that I can envision myself living better than ever before. This might mean I won't crumble so easily knowing that things are within my grasp if I just keep trying and don't give up even when it's deep in shite. Or maybe that's just how I'm built, who knows? I certainly don't. In any case, I can see how it's easier to feel stronger with an end goal and visual in mind and it feels hopeful - I feel hopeful, again.